... or, if you are reading this do you remember me? I wonder so often what to do about my blog that I spend way more time thinking about what topics to post than I ever spend actually working on a post. I think that part of the problem is that I have so many interests that are intertwined. When I start writing about one (or thinking about one) it leads to the next and I am overwhelmed by the different possibilities of things to write about!
So today I am just writing... whatever comes out on the page will be the post! I think I'll give a little life update. I have been doing some soul searching. It all started with a JOB! From January 2011 - June 2011 I had the opportunity to teach music in a school, from kindergarten to grade 12! It was a scary thing at first but I was really excited to try it and it ended up being a great experience for me. I am not a certified teacher and the opportunity presented itself because there were no certified teachers available. They have since filled the position so where does that leave me??
I am 38 years old. I have never had a full time, Monday to Friday, 9-5 kind of job until this. As you can imagine it was a whole different life for me. I tend to be a relatively organized person and that was a big plus for me during this time. Of course, one of the big benefits of having a “normal“ kind of job is getting a regular paycheque. For someone who has been self employed for many years this is an amazing, magical thing!! Every two weeks, someone magically puts money in your bank account!!!
You get the idea, I enjoyed the job and I actually enjoyed the routine of it all. I did however, sacrifice some of my personal goals. I was ready to record a CD when this all happened. I was very much into writing music. Teaching left no time for this so it went to the background for a while. I am finding it difficult to get back... or even to determine if I want it back. I thought maybe I was meant for the rat race. I applied on a couple of jobs, even had an interview but it didn't work out. I wasn't sure I wanted it to.
So, now, things are falling into place as they usually do. New possibilities, new contracts. Back to teaching some lessons next week, trying to make my website (www.anastasiadesroches.org) more functional (check it out and vote if you have time), a trip to British Columbia in three weeks to find some inspiration, an invitation from the department of education to work on the music curriculum and, Workshops and a house concert in Fredericton on November 19th.
So, there is my update. I think I am on the right track... I'll try to let you know, if I can get over myself enough to just write another post soon! Thanks for reading!
Anastasia